Warning : This entry is very depressive
Plese leave, if you don't want to feel down

And....just imagination
Don't worry about me

Picture 1 :Outside,walking alone

When I go outside the room
It's look like other people
go to study,talking,eating etc.
Actually, inside I feel "blank"
All thing I've done seem meaningless.

Picture 2: Vision

Everything appear 2 main color
Black&White
Yes, it's not colorful
somehow I try to change my vision,my attitude
The color still be Grayscale

Picture 3 : Mask

As I ever explained about the mask.
I'm liar...you too
No one show their real
All thing are fake
such as emotion,desire,hate,love
They afraid when they show their real
Everyone will not accept
so they keep it...inside
even....cyber world

Picture 4 : Wearing in my room

Indeed, I have reason I must to wear
Protecting from Damn bad situation
Pretending that it will not happen again
Although this mask is cold, lonesome
But it's not hurt.

Picture 5 :Sorrow

In my darkroom,after sunset
The loneliness begin to killing me slowly
I feel down,I feel confuse
I feel terrible! and I can't deny it
No honor,no value,no soul..
I lose them with my broken heart
I want them back right now
......How?

Picture 6: No more

Even if I have deep big wound in my heart
I don't want sympathy
I don't want you all worry about me
I don't want love from you
Shit love, I don't want to understand it
That's Fake!
I'll not trust anymore
I must be stonger
yeah, aggressive and selfish will rise

Picture 7 : Marionette

Do you believe in "destination"?
Do you believe in "fortune" or "horoscope"?
I hate it because I had known about myself
Part of my life is destinated
like doll..marionette
Sometime like Dejavu
Sometime I guess it should be,it is
Even I try to runaway or change it
It's useless
One way left.....Give up and accept it
Try my best though the result is not change
It's only thing I can do
It's me....marionette